Wednesday, July 29, 2009

rel tief head

So this summer I got to know a few people pretty well. They all are great people, fun to lime with, but trust and such has been lately hard to fathom.

The drama that unfolded was pathetic to the extreme. I have so many other problems I need to worry about: my investment certificate, resolving shit with an ex, bills, tuition and finding a job. Basically this shitstorm was so low on my fucken radar I hadn't even bothered to think about it during the week. Then another friend decided to get involved, wanted to know what was up. Nothing's up, but now that you asked that I know something is up. Great, another inane drama I have to deal with.

I'll shorten it as best as I can. One of my friends suddenly got guilty about texting a girl I had been previously seeing (she started texting her same day, haha yep), and I was notably confused. What do you have to be guilty for? Umm, I just felt guilty. It's not until later I find out she truly thinks she's having an illicit love affair with a girl I had two dates with. Like seriously, it's so god damned pathetic, I wonder why I even bothered trying to resolve it.

So why did I feel the need to blog about this? Basically yesterday I got an amusing outlook on the whole situation. This whole issue was actually pure adolescence, the high school drama. The same girl texts me yesterday, very casually mentioning that she noticed I use msn again. Um yeah? No seriously, one text to "confront" my msn philandering ways. Then she insists I blocked and/or deleted her. Sorry, wow, I'm still laughing in bewilderment as I write this. I don't think I have heard someone complain about alleged msn blocking since highschool.

Unfortunately I didn't have an appropriate response to these girls about the msn incident...highschool was seven years ago, I'm a bit rusty. All I can do is be the friend I know I am, and see whether this whole fiasco reveals more about our friendship than I probably realized. I can take whatever life decides to throw me next.

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